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<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\nCairn is dope for several reasons, but primarily due to its climbing gameplay and how it doesn\u2019t feel like gameplay. I\u2019ve played so many, too many, video games, so I am an expert in the language they speak. But one language I rarely get to utilize in this medium is the language of the body, of physicality. Getting a grip on the right edge, slamming your spiked foot into the right chunk of ice, and setting your body in just the right spot that lets you recover a bit of stamina are all actions expressed solely through Aava\u2019s body movements and moans of strain. The lack of bars and meters showing your stamina or grip strength makes the game feel not only more immersive, but make your connection with both Aava and the mountain feel all the more intimate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But on top of the presentation of the mechanics being excellent, the core gameplay of climbing the mountain is just fun on its own. I\u2019ve often talked about how many of my favorite games of all time are ones in which movement is fast and fluid. What Cairn has made me realize is that I don\u2019t love games like inFAMOUS 2, Sunset Overdrive, and Titanfall 2 because movement is fast, I love them because movement is constantly an active concern. On top of shooting, or zapping, enemies, I have dedicated a different part of my brain to finding the next grind rail to ride or wall to run on. That constant sense of pressure returns in Cairn, but almost purely through the ordeal of movement. Because I can\u2019t just hold a direction on the left stick to get to where I need to go, every single grip of my hands and contortion of my body is a major decision. The choices even spread into the survival mechanics, which I\u2019ve never really found compelling in other games, but adored here. Not only did I love finding ingredients and discovering how they combine to make new concoctions, but I adored how these foods, drinks, and medicines further enhanced the desperation of a climb. The amount of times I thought I\u2019d die on the side of Mt. Kami only to push through thanks to some oatmeal and a B12 vitamin shot is near endless. I\u2019ve lost half hours of progress just because I\u2019ve disrespected the mountain by underestimating my approach to it and falling to my death. The fact that any hand hold could be the small ember that burns down my entire run made me focus on all of them with the same level of concentration. And it felt incredible to play a game that was able to make me lock in with such a serene vibe.<\/p>\n\n\n
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<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\nAnd that\u2019s another thing, this game is beautiful. As someone who once loved taking out the camera (i.e. opening up Photo Mode) in most single player games I play, I don\u2019t do it as much because I often feel like the wonder of these digital landscapes is overly familiar. I\u2019ve shot so many faces and axed so many druids in impossibly detailed environments that those details don\u2019t really stick out enough for me to get excited about them. But due to the crevices and cracks of each mountain surface being the main building block of gameplay in Cairn, you’re already trained to scan the environments with much more care and curiosity. Every time I found an abandoned cave, school room, or bed room, I scoured the places for not only resources, but notes that told me something about the people who once occupied those spaces. Often, the rooms I\u2019d find myself in were so striking, especially in contrast to the never ending stone of Mount Mt. Kami, that I sat around for several minutes snapping photos of Aava in the fresh surroundings. But even when back outside, the imposing nature of Kami is so overwhelmingly cinematic and grandiose, that certain peaks, bridges, and canyons almost begged me to stop and soak in the sights. Throughout the game, Aava talks about being \u201cone with the mountain”. In these moments where I was left alone with nature, forced to consider my insignificance in the face of its magnitude, I felt like this game elevated from something that spoke to my brain through satisfying gameplay to something that spoke to my soul in ways that only the best art can.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The worst case of exhaustion I\u2019ve witnessed at Tallulah Gorge was the first time I went. After you get to the Tallulah Gorge, the worst of the trip is behind you, but if you wanna get outta there, the journey is far from over. Most of the path back is a long, long, long walk on the clearly marked gravel path one would be used to by then. But before that, there is a steep climb up over several boulders for several dozen feet. This is what really takes people out, especially when they\u2019ve just spent the preceding few hours swimming under the hot sun. On my first visit, one of my friends, Buddha, just could not make it up this wall. That name is a nickname that either he, or those that knew him, chose well before I ever met him in high school. But it\u2019s relevant to explain that he had that name because, well, he looks like the stereotypical image of The Buddha, complete with the belly, smile, and nearly bald buzzcut atop his Cambodian face. So, imagine someone like that doing all of the physical activity I\u2019ve discussed up to this point? Needless to say, he was more than ready to wrap things up and so was everyone else. But as everyone else kept climbing when he needed yet another break to rest, I stayed back with him. After enough time waiting during one of his frequent breaks, I tried motivating him. First, I tried pep talks, then I tried reminding him of the comfort of the car\u2019s AC, and finally, I resorted to playing music. After I ran out of more general motivational ballads, I started playing more\u2026ironic tracks.<\/p>\n\n\n
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<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\nI loved so much about Cairn, but I didn\u2019t expect for its narrative to impact me so much. Aava is a character that I can\u2019t say I love wholeheartedly. She is standoffish to strangers, seemingly one small mistake away from blood curdling rage at all times, and ignores the metaphorically outstretched hands of those that seek to maintain or build a connection with her. She kinda sucks, but not everything about her is so off-putting. Her embrace of the mountain is the most endearing thing about her. Her care for the mountain, shown in how she cleans up after other climbers and talks to the mountain like a person, even if often through angry screams, speaks so much to her capacity for patience. Even the way she speaks when encountering the remnants of those that climbed before her, thanking them as she takes supplies from their backpacks, or saying soft goodbyes as she gathers their left behind notes and keepsakes, shows the softness that her prickly, standoffish exterior initially hides from view. Mountain climbing is her true calling, and it seems that she only becomes her true self, the woman she\u2019s destined to be, when she lets herself fade away completely into oneness with Mount Kami. And I think that is beautiful, but this narrative wouldn\u2019t have stuck in my mind if those were the only themes this game tackled. I hope every person can find something in life that brings them the kind of inner peace that mountain climbing brings Aava, but there is a cost when that something begins to consume you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In the first half of the game, you get repeated calls from AAava\u2019s girlfriend about life back home, all of which you let go to voicemail. They initially start as just check up calls, with her just curious to know if you’re doing well while climbing a summit responsible for the most deaths of any other on earth. But as you go on, the calls get more\u2026confrontational. You can hear the frustration in her girlfriend\u2019s voice as she repeatedly asks what in God’s name Aava could get from climbing a mountain that she can\u2019t get from being physically near the love of her life. The fact that Aava can\u2019t come up with a great answer is one of her core conflicts, but worse than that, she begins to feel the ways in which her time away from her loved ones is making her miss out on their lives. The state Aava is in when climbing is likely a high that few people ever get, but how much is worth sacrificing for that high? Is missing the death of someone you love worth that high? Is losing contact with a once dear friend worth chasing that high? Is spiking the anxiety of those who do still care deeply about you worth chasing that high?<\/p>\n\n\n
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<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\nAt the end of the game, it asks the player, not Aava, \u201cwhat is your summit?” This fucked me up because I realized I had answered this question in my own head hours before. While I have never climbed anything more involved than what I encountered at Tallulah Gorge, I do have a hobby that makes me feel the same way Aava feels when climbing a mountain. That thing is this, the very act of processing art and writing about it. I love it so much that, when I experience art that is especially moving, I often don\u2019t let my life move forward until I\u2019ve immortalized those thoughts onto a page somewhere. Just like Aava when climbing, sometimes I stumble. Sometimes I delete entire paragraphs, sometimes I don\u2019t quite have the vocabulary or expertise to describe something adequately, and sometimes I just can\u2019t find it in me to form deep thoughts about even my favorite pieces of art. Sometimes I just like shit, and trying to find 5000 words to say just that is a fool’s errand. But despite the difficulties, nothing beats the high of articulating myself so well that others manage to the hyper specific ways I resonate with art. But, while I did technically go to school for this, I do not make a living doing this. Over the years, I\u2019ve kept an eye on the state of media criticism, and I doubt I\u2019ll ever have a stable industry to look to for a job doing this. So, I fit writing, the thing I love doing more than most things, in the margins of my life. That is fine, most people have to fit their hobbies around the rest of their lives, and Aava getting to do her passion for a living is an incredibly rare and privileged opportunity. But especially when your obsessions are not your day job, it can be easy to fall into the same behaviors as Aava does.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As I reached the summit of Kami late at night, it was Independence Day. Here in America, it is the day we celebrate the birth of our nation, which officially occurred 250 years ago. I\u2019ll be honest, I couldn\u2019t find it in my heart to celebrate this country at all considering *gestures at everything*, but as I heard distant fireworks go off in the distance under Aava\u2019s pained screams, I began to think about the things I put on hold for the sake of experiencing and discussing art. While I did just attend a family reunion in Florida the prior weekend, and therefore wanted to recharge my social battery a bit, I did feel just a little bit bad about not even inquiring what local friends were doing that night. I wanted to stay home and complete a video game I was deeply enjoying, but some of the friends I could have hit up I hadn\u2019t caught up with in weeks, sometimes months. I think back to all the other free weekends I spent writing about art, or experiencing art, and I began to feel a bit like Aava: loving the state of connecting with my passions, but not wanting the rest of life to pass me by as I do so. But it can be incredibly difficult to balance the needs of those close to you with the urge you have within to chase your passions. In Aava\u2019s case, already having a partner who can be open about those concerns can make it easy to know what squeaky wheel in life needs the most oil. But if you have no romantic partners, only a spread of family members and friends, most of which with other friend groups, relationships, and passions of their own to manage, it can be hard to tell when you are neglecting any of them.<\/p>\n\n\n
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<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\nOnce I finally picked up Cairn again, after those 5 months of it gathering dust, I was deeply grabbed by its gameplay and world. I spent almost one entire Saturday night playing the game, and it consumed all of my thoughts for days after that. But once I finally put the controller down that night, I took a shower and knew exactly what song I wanted to wash to, the same song I played for my friend Buddha that day in the Georgia sun. I have never quite been the target demographic for Miley Cyrus, despite her certainly having touched my era of pop culture repeatedly. But one song I genuinely love from her is from the movie of the show that made her a household name: The Climb. As someone who has listened to maybe 10 country songs before Beyonce started making them, and maybe only loved 4 of them, this is absolutely one of the four. It has a killer climax, but what makes the song special is the accent to that climax. It starts slow, and builds and builds until the emotion of the song bursts like a once suppressed scream. As I stood in that shower, it hit me that the lyrics reinforced this idea that it\u2019s not about the climax, or even getting past the struggle, it\u2019s about the struggle itself having meaning. Most people with passions, obsessions, hobbies do it not because they have a specific goal in mind, though they often do. It\u2019s not because they want to even be perceived as one of the best to do a task, though many often do. I feel that most people have these obsessions because they actually enjoy the micro-work of it all, the day by day struggle of doing the work well, and getting better at it with each failed attempt and subsequent retry. It\u2019s the reason most artists with any integrity despise AI generation so strongly. If the creation of art is only meant to lead to a product to sell, then the act of creation has no meaning, which is music to the ears of a capitalist, but a nightmare scenario for any real artist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We\u2019re at a time right now where capitalism is dying a long overdue death, and those of us who can see that clearly are discussing what could, or should be next. I think the worst thing capitalism ever did was make us, and especially myself, forget that, to a certain extent, struggling is the point of human existence. Writing was never supposed to be easy, it\u2019s supposed to take years of bad drafts and life experience to find your voice and know how to use it well consistently. It was never supposed to be easy to take a lift straight to the top of a mountain instead of spending days and weeks suffering up the side of it. But the modern state of culture, due to unrestrained advancement of capitalism, tells us that we don\u2019t need to struggle, or even feel an ounce of discomfort ever. Can\u2019t make art yourself? AI can generate it for you. Can\u2019t articulate yourself well? AI can do it for you. Can\u2019t climb a literal mountain? Well this lift can do it for you. However, outside of reasons relating to disability, all of us DO have the capacity to do all of these things if we really wanted to. You can be an artist if you just pick up a pencil. You can do the same if you wanna be a writer. You can just explore the rock-covered wilderness in your own backyard if you too wanna climb like Aava someday, but we have been convinced that is a foolish task when all of these perceived \u201cshortcuts\u201d are available.<\/p>\n\n\n
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<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\nI think this yearning to remove the necessary friction of existence stems from the fact that so much friction that exists in our lives today is actually artificial. Not just in the way that Aava insists on climbing actual mountains instead of climbing walls in the air conditioned safety of indoors. Not just in the way that I try to actually see a movie or play a game these days before I contribute to the discourse online about it. But in the way that health insurance is a complicated labyrinth of expenses designed to be nearly impossible to navigate. In the way that \u201cdoing your taxes\u201d is an overly complicated mess that could get you arrested if you get any of your information (that the government already has access to) wrong. In the way that slavery is still legal in the United States if you happen to be presented to a judge that decided you broke a law bad enough to have you end up in prison. There is so much man made, senseless struggling in this world that it is hard for anyone to believe that the struggle is actually the thing life is meant to be about. They say hard times make strong men, but when those bad times are so clearly artificially created by just a few men who have never experienced a true hard time, believing in that statement makes no sense.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s the reason Cairn is a game that sits so heavy on my heart after beating it. When it asked \u201cwhat is your summit?\u201d, I indeed thought about my love of writing and all of the quiet nights of introspection I spent on it instead of doing other things. To me, almost all of those nights were worth it, because I\u2019ve enjoyed the work. But I wanna get that way about all of the struggles in my life. I wanna form new friendships and relationships not just because I want to have new connections with people I share more in common with, but because I want to like the act of getting to know new people. I want to go on more and more involved hikes like Tallulah Gorge not just because I want the bragging rights of saying I did it, or the eventual health benefits of that physical activity, I want to enjoy the activity itself, as I\u2019m doing it. I want to enjoy the day by day work of all aspects in my life, but it can be hard to shift to that mindset when so many of those aspects are only hard for reasons that have nothing to do with nature. I want everything to be my summit, but some of those more frustrating, manmade mountains will fall in time, once the forces that created them lose enough power. I want to make sure the summits I do conquer are not only the ones that stick around the longest, but the ones that I truly care about climbing. Because I can never climb every mountain, and sometimes when I am forced to try anyway, nothing but getting to the other side will be on my mind. But like Aava ascending to the summit of Kami, I hope I can find it in myself to enjoy The Climb as much as possible. Because, that is truly what it’s all about.<\/p>\n\n\n
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